I've been thinking about grace a lot lately. God's grace is what should move us, motivate us... not clothes, money, Starbucks, Grey's Anatomy (though I'm guilty of all of these). I'm gonna start living life measured by the wealth of the blessings of God and not by weekly paychecks (that never seem to come on time anyway). I know for sure that the only thing I can rely on is Jesus Christ. He's always on time. It's amazing to me that when I ask for strength, I get it. I don't want to live life for anything else but the grace of God...so I got to thinking. God is love, right? And the best way to express love is to show it. God expressed His perfect love by creating this insanely complex and beautiful universe, along with people in His image to love and worship Him. SO!- I got this idea. I want to love like that, no matter how unperfect I am, I want to try. I want to love a bunch of kids that have nothing because of the grace I've been given. So, the past few days I've been contemplating this idea of building an orphanage to express this unfailing love I feel inside. I brought Jim's bible to work with me (his is a life application version... it's easier for me to understand). I sat there and went back and forth between Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and the Word of God. At first I grabbed Harry Potter.. then the Holy Spirit was like, Des, cmon. Read about Me instead. So I did. I opened up to Nehemiah and started to read. This dude Nehemiah had this awesome "impossible" idea to rebuild Jerusalem in 52 days!! God walked with him the entire time, through opposition of enemies who didn't believe that his vision was possible. Nehemiah kept his eye on the goal, cause he knew the truth--nothing is impossible when God is involved. There is no task too big if your heart is in the right place. So I'm sitting there thinking, hey, I can change the world. Sweet confirmation, eh? That's what happens when God calls us to do these seemingly "impossible" things. I know that opposition will try and slow me down, so whatever, bring it. I'm gonna build an orphanage with Laura and Jim and whoever else wants to be a part of something huge. I know that we as God's people CAN change the world. We just have to start believing it.
<333 Desiree'